“The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said, and never explained”
Be who you are. You only have one life. Don’t waste it being who others want you to be. Different is beautiful.
“Baby you warned me right from the start that you keep your motor runnin’ in your getaway heart. Did my best to keep you but you are who you are, just wish you’d take me with you in your getaway heart”
Why didn’t you take me with you? I know that I shouldn’t have expected forever from you; but I did. You made me fall in love with you in just a few short months. All of the texts, video calls, late night conversations, inside jokes, flowers .. it all came down to nothing. All of those months … came down to nothing. All of your promises … came down to nothing. I don’t believe that everything you said and did was a lie … I can’t believe that. I know that you felt it too. You can’t help but feel something like that. All I wanted was you. Nothing more, nothing less. I just wanted to love you and have you in my life. You threw it all away. You cut me out of your life; stopped returning texts, changed your number; vanished. I still don’t understand what I did to make you run from me. All you ever heard me say was how much I wanted you. I can’t blame you, you did warn me from the start … I just wish you’d take me with you.
FACT: i still love you.
LOVE comes to those who still hope even though they’ve been disappointed. To those who still believe even though they’ve been betrayed. To those who need to love even though they’ve been hurt before.